I see
03-06-2025
A disappointment like I am.
The softness that I better not have.
All the shapes I created while life passed by.
The older I get, the easier it becomes.
NOW, NOW, I KNOW that this is not the way.
I SEE, I SEE.
It's not my way.
God loves me without.
God lives in me.
Even when life is not nice.
That I hear these words again and again.
I know, yes, I know. Do I know?
This is not the way.
I see.
God loves me without.
God lives in me.
I will stay myself also in more difficult times.
I will not hide. will not be a shame.
It is easier that I pretend, but I am stronger than before.
Ignore all feelings just to fit in. It's not my thing.
NOW, NOW, I KNOW. Do I know?
I don't hate; don't fake. I love more and more.
I know, yes, I know. Do I know?
This is not the way.
I SEE.
God loves me without.God lives in me.